freakin hell!! im goin home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it just dawned upon me that ill finally be at home... 2 years have just flown by... i just cant believe it. shit. im into all the sentimental crap now.

but theres yet one more year of torture. some how ONE year doesnt sound that bad. and come to think of it, im startin to really love what im doing.

i hav it all planned out in my head. im gonna learn to cook. maybe set the kitchen on fire in the process, but yeah im gonna atleast try to learn to cook. (i really hope my mom doesnt read this) perhaps i should consider insurance first...

other than havin this on my agenda, i really have no idea what the hell im gonna do!! unlike all the successful students whove planned out internships etc, im gonna end up rotting at home, even worse, ill turn into a potato... o wait im already one! the prospect of going home, however enticing when ur lonely and all messed up with uni, kinda dwindles when it really is time to go home. mainly because i thnk im spendin the wrong times in the wrong place. home is a great place to study, but the hols are meant to be away from home. so by making the decision to really get out here and study, i kinda turned my life around. altho being away from home is utterly depressing at times, ive got no regrets. its bin a whole good heartwarming experience topped with a lotta shit. but hey, atleast i know wat lifes all abt.

like i just couldnt wait to get outta school (for reasons im not willing to talk about) i just cant wait to get outta uni... the prospect of going into a new phase in life is always a bonus.... but after workin, the next phase is drastic. that shall be discussed in the next century.

gosh all the mushy crap. i need to post a model home. i hope it fits into the box.

i bet your stunned, dearies its a cardboard model of a house ive come to love. aki is a completely different universe...

so much for talkin to the nothingness of the internet. come to think of it 101010101101001010101
(i have absolutely no idea wat that means)

...

since i have nothin to bitch about, i've nothin to say. the worlds a wonderful place and homes not too far away :)

the greener side of life

blank.

lost.

i've got the "i just dun want to do anything" syndrome. a million things to sort out before i actually have a vacation. ive been longing for one.

but then i know that im gonna be bored in the vacation. because i still dont have anything to do. 2.5 months of nothingness. the only thing that makes me want to go home is because it IS home and i miss home so much.

its not as if i like stayin on my own either. but just that id like to be a little less dependant at home. but its so unsafe in that country that i have no choice but to be dependant. which makes life freakin boring after a point. but nothing beats going home.

full of contradictions. i want everything that i dont have. chronic "grass is always greener on the other side" syndrome. the best song to describe me right now would be side by travis. i just dunno wat to do.

this blog is boring me.

of lift shafts and waste management

i wrote crap. oops sorry, about crap and its adventure through the sewers of the island. it couldnt get any better.
UNTIL the adventures through the airconditioning ductwork became more interesting...
ya rite. but so much for the exam. i can officially replace the plumber, electrician and garbage collector.

so getting back to real life. i really cant decide whether i should go on the exchange thing or not. i mean its really difficult to make a decision with only half the facts. plus there are so many things to do in the near future..."life is full of uncertainties"... sorry babe but i need to plan my holidays so hurry up with the facts.

since its already the end of sem there are sooo many things i want to do! i miss the beach. i need a proper adventure. i miss the thrill of life.

dammit. that was a dream. back to the real world. SSTUDYY!

how many crazee people exist in this world?

erm more like the internet world that stops by this page...lol

ARE YOU READY FOR THIS? ARE YOU SURE YOU ARE READY FOR THIS? ya rite. thanks for being the first person to vote.

gosh. i must really be crazee.

do you think you're crazy?
	yes. and im open about it.
	yes but i keep it to myself
	only sometimes
	i wish i were
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