reminiscing

a year ago, i was this person...
http://crazeeinsee.blogspot.com/2006_11_01_archive.html

two years ago, this was me...
http://insee.blogspot.com/2005/10/is-this-where-life-is.html

today... i am...
http://crazeeinsee.blogspot.com/2007/11/overwhelmed.html

it's unsettling when you realise that the world has gone two times around the sun, and you've been missing the ride. if there has been any movement in my life, it's been backward; further away from the dream. the ideas that 'lit a match in my dark head' (to quote the Pi guy), have disappeared. the emotions dissolved. and the carcass is rotting in the depths of my mind. an inanimate being. waiting.

waiting...
waiting to be reincarnated. for blood to run through its veins... for it to be nurtured and grown and cared for. to grow beyond possibilities that exist and that can be seen.

inspiration is like the flame on a match-stick...
instantaneous and fickle.

catch it!
breathe it!
embrace it!

while it lasts...