where are you when i need you most?!!

its 1.47 am. im supposed to be studying. instead. im bored by the lectures, distracted by the freakin comp. and now, IM PANICKING!!

where the hell are my freaking brains???

the last time i checked,(about 2 years ago) they were still intact and in perfectly working order. infact they ran above the usual mileage. but, dear brains, now that im in college i'd really appreciate if you'd return.

wait a minute, you say theres nothing in there that will help me? what the hell. so what if ive gone off the beaten track. so what if im not going crazy in a physics class! im still going crazy with building science!

OK that was enough drama.

But i havent exactly been performing well in uni. i admit its new ground. something totally different from what ive been doin (and good at btw) all my life. so now its a taste of struggles and challenges. BUT i hate it when people just file you into the NOT SO SMART category. it gets on my nerves cos it has a negative effect on my brains capabilities. (the freakin internet is another cause, but hey i need some support here!)

well wattodo. life sucks. i betta buck up and slog all the way till friday. God help me.

all i need is a miracle.