kabhi aisa lagta hai

Mood of the moment: edgy
Song that i can't get rid of: tere bin
Movie on my mind: the prestige
Newest infatuation: Indian/Pakistani music
Secretly craving: chocolate
Wish i were...anywhere but here

So yea, I've rediscovered music. Mostly because I've drained out my music collection on the way to work and back. Honestly i don't know the difference between Hindi and Urdu songs. They sound totally alike, but then again... my language knowledge is pathetic.

So apart from listening to songs i don't really understand, I listen to Arctic Monkeys. My Favourite Worst Nightmare is my latest possession. I plan on stealing the older album from the Babbling Banshee.

My taste in music is temperamental and volatile. I tend to like popular songs. But once they pass the optimum playback number, they eat at me like termites and every time i hear them i feel a part of my brain decay. But then there are the constants. Ultimately, you are defined by these constants. The variables define your mood.

The problem arises when you yourself are very much against the constants in your life. Especially mushrooms. That talk and watch porn. They are parasites. They drive your anger and eat your soul.

Finally you reach the point of maximum tolerance. And then you collapse. Your brain shreds. Your anger becomes your constant. Hatred, your definition. Happiness becomes a mood.

You discover darkness in your mind.
'Crazy' has a new meaning now.