freakin hell!! im goin home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it just dawned upon me that ill finally be at home... 2 years have just flown by... i just cant believe it. shit. im into all the sentimental crap now.

but theres yet one more year of torture. some how ONE year doesnt sound that bad. and come to think of it, im startin to really love what im doing.

i hav it all planned out in my head. im gonna learn to cook. maybe set the kitchen on fire in the process, but yeah im gonna atleast try to learn to cook. (i really hope my mom doesnt read this) perhaps i should consider insurance first...

other than havin this on my agenda, i really have no idea what the hell im gonna do!! unlike all the successful students whove planned out internships etc, im gonna end up rotting at home, even worse, ill turn into a potato... o wait im already one! the prospect of going home, however enticing when ur lonely and all messed up with uni, kinda dwindles when it really is time to go home. mainly because i thnk im spendin the wrong times in the wrong place. home is a great place to study, but the hols are meant to be away from home. so by making the decision to really get out here and study, i kinda turned my life around. altho being away from home is utterly depressing at times, ive got no regrets. its bin a whole good heartwarming experience topped with a lotta shit. but hey, atleast i know wat lifes all abt.

like i just couldnt wait to get outta school (for reasons im not willing to talk about) i just cant wait to get outta uni... the prospect of going into a new phase in life is always a bonus.... but after workin, the next phase is drastic. that shall be discussed in the next century.

gosh all the mushy crap. i need to post a model home. i hope it fits into the box.

i bet your stunned, dearies its a cardboard model of a house ive come to love. aki is a completely different universe...

so much for talkin to the nothingness of the internet. come to think of it 101010101101001010101
(i have absolutely no idea wat that means)