my web design skills (that suck)

to all the darlings who visit this blog (assuming that other people do visit, which technically doesnt make me schizo) i tried creating a page on dreamweaver... it took ages but looks so boring hehe... a caboodle of nothingness
although id love to do something like that for my blog...i wonder how to customise a blog tho.. i mean not use any of the default templates...

anyhows
im a going, going, GONE!