from athens to florence

Mood: apathetic
Song:
Newest infatuation: its still House
Secretly craving: im actually satisfied :-s
Wish i were... in a land of peace

Sometimes you get the feeling that there is no real choice. For example in my history paper i only felt capable of answering one question. But i HAD to answer 2. So obviously i chose the question that i felt more capable of answering.

When you choose a leader, your pretty much in the same position. Most of the time because you don't know how the guys gonna turn out. But you gotta choose anyway... so how do u choose? When you're in deep shit its never easy to get out of it. Its always gonna be a task, like the essay you gotta write. You take the choice that best suits the situation and your capabilities. In the case of choosing leaders, theres another dimension; leaders can talk. When they talk, they usually tell us what we want to hear, because only then can they get what they want. But true leaders, tell you what you NEED, and then theyll tell you what they plan to do to achieve this. Life's never easy, and when you're in deep shit you need a plan. We can go back to the essay... you can only think of writing a decent essay if you have a plan, and you can have a decent plan only if you know something about the topic you want to write.

So why then in these desperate times do we go looking for a person who's gonna give you wat u want, and not wat u NEED? Life's never easy. You gotta sort out problems from the root. You can't get your way by going over the surface. When you have no money how on earth do u plan to give subsidies? Before thinking of a better life, you've gotta get your team bak on their feet.

The whole episode has been disappointing. It just shows how much patriotism you have. When theres a choice for a better world, you screw it up with a choice thats better for you.